Sometimes, The Rules are Meant to Be Broken...

It's funny how I used to lay down all kinds of rules;
- I will never have an affair.
- I will never cheat on my husband.
- I will never sleep with two men at the same time.
- I will never invite a lover into my own home..... and the list continued...

The thing is, I am having an affair and am cheating on my husband behind his back. I am sleeping with two men at the same time - maybe three if I include my husband. And I have invited my lover into my own home, numerous times. All these things were some things I thought I would never do - or swore to myself that I wouldn't do.

I guess you could never say never because I learned that from my own experiences that the rules are sometimes meant to be broken...

Hibernation

I have been out of loop for so long that I don't even know where to start. I hibernated this winter to reflect on myself and to see what I've beome. It's been definitely an interesting few months..

One thing for sure is that Paul and I are still together. We just celebrated our two year anniversary and still counting. I must say I'm a lucky gal to have such a wonderful man in my life. He's been so great to me and it seems more we spend time together the more he opens up. I'm starting to be afraid of the closeness I feel between us because he was never like that: He was more guarded and in control. I just don't want to get close and get hurt again.

What else... Oh yes, there is one more thing I need to tell you about, but I still don't know how to bring it up. I guess I'll have to share the story he next time..

I hope you are well and happy - I've missed you...

xoxo